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NoThIng leFt

2006-05-15T05:28:00.000-07:00

haiz ... now feeling feeling damm damm stress .... realli feeling damm dull dun know whyee realli feel like giving up in everything, my fenz , m family and even my sch ... i dun want anything le .. i'm very very de stress ... very very de sad realli need someone but i know i dun have reali feel that i nv found any true frenz haiz realli .
Sometime they jjust dun understand bah... haiz damm sad nor .. whyee is someone who just know miie come towards miie and take care and even concern about miie and not those who i know more then a few years i'm realli sad to see that man ! i can make myself suffer just to make euu all happie and nv ever miss a chance just to tke care or concern about euu all even i had no time i also come out with it ... i dun see a reason whyee euu can't haiz .
haiz thinking now was damm negative man! haiz
Am i doing the rite thing ? am i rite to know thm or shld i not know them in the start i dun know realli dun know whether from the start i'm rite .. now i'm stress by sch work and alot of stuff making my mind realli feel like going to die soon ... realli hope i can die now to be more relax haiz whyee life is like that de haiz simply just hate it haiz !

TeAr I ThE RaIn

2006-05-11T19:46:00.000-07:00

When thing go wrong we always go wild , we take thing for granted and nv realise it we tot everything was meant for us but actually it isn't. We tot what we always got was not enough and always want more , we nv think of others but ourself .
Haiz .. tears flow down from our eyes slowly it roll down to the cheek , it can't be control.There no reason behind those tears we dun know and whyee it flow down just like that ? What's the reason behind it no ones know , we often tot someone will always be there when euu niid him/her but actualli no one was there. We cry and cry , we sat alone in a corner of darkness without any hope and feeling .. slowly slowly we turn cold and numb everything seems nothing to us anymore cos there no feeling anymore.
We went down the rain and tot we cold hide our tears but our reddish eyes expose ever little single detail, we can't hide.So we choose to run away run away from all the sadness and problm. Slowly we shut our world from the rest .... we choose to act happie in front of other when actuali inside of ua we were very sad haiz ... thing change and it can nv be back to normal again ..............

DIffErEnT PeoPlE

2006-05-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hmm ... here to update my blog le hee hee . In life we meet different people , people who help , who care and even people who harm. We met different kind of frenz with different feeling , attitude and ways of doing this , but one thing in common all of them had which is something call trust . To find someone who euu call frenz euu had to give the trust the trust to relie on and the trust to believe it . but when one day this thing gone then something has alert euu which is your frenzship going to end soon .. unless euu bring up the trust or it will not be strong anymore . Haiz .. met alot of kind of people but what suit miie the most untill now i still dun know but one thing i can confirm which is i know who to trust and who to tell cos if euu told the wrong person nothing will come out from him or her eventually ... so dun make a mistake. Hmm .. today okie lor did nothing much just went out with mum and dad to have dinner then stay at home for the whole day le , dun know whyee today my mood damm low . try to best to reply my mum every question she ask miie , i know in my heart i dun wish to tok at all .. just silently sit down there n think thru what i'm trying to go thru my mind . i realli dun know whyee my heart suddenly sunk down to the bottom of the sea without anyne else picking it up my life was like suddenly drop into the darkness which is fullest of fear and frightheness .. i'm realli reali scared but who is there i myself haiz whyee ? what happened whyee i'm thinking this ways ? haiz ... Sometime i just dun understand what happened .. today is my lunar birthday but i'm not happie at all not happie haiz ....
kahhao

differEnT

2006-05-02T17:38:00.000-07:00

Ha ha now in school nothing to do so update my blog lor since it's still so early ha ha reach clas early today so come update ha ha . Hmm .. yesterday lesson damm bored sia nothing to do de not nice de sian , then after scholl went home lor , haiz dun know whyee nv celebrate birthday for nick leh whyee all dun want de aiyo think he will feel abit sad bah is his birthday leh then we are his good frenz haiz . Maybe due to exam bah maybe the make up for the next time nor aiyo whyee like that seems like alot of thing change bah haiz maybe when the thing is gone is gone no one can get it back anymore . When its meant not to be there it won't be there de haiz . Today feeling was quite alright de but everything change bah after i quarrel with my sister haiz same old thing very selfish sia think she who ... everytime let her be sorrie hor euu think euu queen ar everything also give euu .. haiz dun tok about it damm angry with it nor . Haiz ... ystd watch "D.N.angel" for the whole night for 5 hours man ! damm nice sia the show dun know how to explained is very very de nice hee hee ... esp when it come to love part ha ha so touching but let miie recalled alot of thingy bah haiz .. regret man ! stilll luv her haiz .. one month plus le haiz still trying hard rite kah hao haiz jia you ar !sometime realli feel very dull but who i can find was no one i try so hard to be happie but outside i can be happie but what about the inside , to be truely happie euu shld be happie from inside out haiz ... just dun understand whyee eveerything are dfferent now haiz ...
kahhao

ChanGiNg

2006-05-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

ha ha .. now in school having my IS lesson lor damm sian sia , the teacher boring 2 hours see her going to sleep de hee hee . then hmm .. sch life now realli change nor time table everything different de , another thing classmate also change still dun know can cope with it anot but hope can bah . Haiz but still what miss my sec sch frenz nor hee hee , realli want to find one dae go out with them ha ha miss those time having tgt hee hee . Hmm ... kel they all now having exam hoe they can do well bah hee hee jia you wor okie lah sch life here quite fun too hee hee .. okie nor talk untill here at night then update bah buaiz
kahhao

b@ck from MlaysIa !!!

2006-04-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

Hmm ...ystd just came back from malaysia damm .. tired man! i slept from 1m to now 1pm ha ha 12 hours but think still not enough lah ha ha . hmm ... sian sia dun know today want to go out anot ha ha , just know tml going to sch n discuss the variety show thingy haiz holiday still go back sch sian sia ha ha . Z ong n nicky de birthday coming le ha ha dun know what to buy for them sia pocket like no money liao ha ha .Haiz abit miss qing they all sia very very long nv see them liao around 2 month liao leh sian , haiz dun know how's they are doing ? realli realli nid to fiind one dae to gather or not later next time dun rmb anyone liao ha ha .Ystd also quite happie cos got good news from npcc that next sat no niid to go back to HTA for training due to the election ha ha so good but hor dun know whyee alot of them like so sad due to something bah . Haiz this few days all my npcc de frenz like got something wrong like that most of them mood like not good de haiz , realli dun know what's getting into them hope everythiing will be fine soon bah , another sad thing is i got into logistic for atc man damm sian lor niid to take care of logistic de sian haiz somemore under hong li sia. Look like alot of thing is going on this few week bah alot of show n problem are coming up , but believe i will overcome it de yah cos always think that impossible is nothing . All impossible is possible man ! ha ha ! Yah for the rest all dun so sad okie cheer up believe in yourself n cheer up someime thingy to get wrong or out of path but when euu calm down , i'm sure euu find a path for yourself !
kah hao

GettInG b@cK

2006-04-19T21:07:00.000-07:00

Hmm... think this diary also very little people will get to see le bah ! ha ha cos too long nv update like going to have alot of dust liaio hee hee what a dusty diary bah ! hmm .. dun know whyee suddenly feel like writing ha ha sort liao . Haiz .. suddenly everything just come back i really dun know what to do man! haiz .. i was the one who let go but whyee it's back again stress haiz very very de stress wanted to let go everything again , must try all sort of method bah haiz !
When will the day i realli let go of it n find someone whose rite bah ! problem came out to be miie first n now miie again , haiz what am i trying to do haiz kah hao ah kah hao ! This few days nv go out much often just stay at home n watch vcd lor quite nice watch alot of show liao ha ha nothing to do so just watch vcd lor ha ha . hmm .. but got take aroud 1 to 2 hour break go out n breathe in some fresh air bah or not later stay at home too much hee hee .
today is westwood de track n field .. all of euu must jia euu wor , must come back with a trophy okie await for all of your good news though i'm not there but at home i will give all of you morale support de jia euu okie , the biggest challenger is not others but yourself . so the one you shld be competing or to win is none other then yourself . So give out all your best okie jia you wor that's all bah , the rest of you take care !
kah hao

CiBTc

2006-04-17T02:33:00.000-07:00

hmm .. just finish my CIBTC , the training there were fun n nice man! like it alot though alot of scolding but one thing i can confirm i learn damm alot of thingy esp value for life . I dun know what to said but i know thru this so call camp thing it make my personal value change n it make miie more n more optimistic . Haiz ut dun know whyee after 7 days since like alot of thig change even my surrounding , dun know whyee , getting my heart more n more sunken feeling was going down down n down whyee did it come out this way hate it man ! what is happening to miie this time again haiz !
Times n times again i'm getting more n more stress out alittle bit of thig make miie wanted to give up . Haiz whyee i learn so much but i also feel that i lose alot too haiz esp frenz bah , feeling not there even for love i also very de shi bai haiz kah hao whyee are euu just so lousy haiz. Whyee kah hao what happened . feel like crying out but how ? Realli feel like finding someone to tok to but who haiz whyee am i feeling this way ? whyee haiz . Maybe i'm just not that special bah , liars are all around how am i suppose to be caution with them how ? i'm so scared of it ! Hmm .. one good thing is that i got to know alot of good frenz from my cibtc man ! there realli rox man! without any of them i sure the course won't be that fun anymore ! ha ha They are simply too cool already hee hee .
Erm ... untill now still not getting happier n happier where my promise to my frenz where izzit ? . Though i could give them good suggestion n help them but whyee can't i just be someone who could do that to myself too kah hao euu have grown up n euu shld know what's right n wrong ! Yah actually to speak the truth after the camp i realli grow up cos i find the true meaning of life n even the true meanig of what's right or wrong or what shld we do or we shld not ! school going to strat soon happy for it but maybe the strat of sch was also the ending of my frenzship n the start of another bah haiz dun know , sometime we are just not meant to be together bah ! ha ha getting myself more n more dul haiz sort liao !
kahhao

LonG TimE No See !!!!

2006-02-27T02:11:00.000-08:00

Ha ha long time no see man ! hee hee .. very long nv update my blog le , is like once in a blue moon that i will update this toopid thing ha ha where we write all our life out ha ha ! Hmm.. finish my o lvl n even gotten my result , wow time really files man! n now is already 2006 le another one more month and i going to start my poly life le , hmm still dun know which course i be going in hope it will be a good one hee hee !
miss all my frenz man ! hee hee esp 5A how r all of u huh ? hmm .. then this few week or days can said still alrite but thing change alot bah ! can realli said that is not like my sec 5 life anymore . I dun know whether is sad or it become better but it seem alrite for miie bah as i know everything are still fine for miie just some obstacle in between to settle lor ! sometime abit stress over things lo but now got use to it n think grow up le bah know how to think more positive and get to do thing more diplomatically liao so not scared anymore hee hee !
Hmm .. realli want to have a good life this year n the rest of it hee hee ... this few week shld said very close back to my da er zi liao bah ha ha finally man! feeling very happie with him bah ha ah still so innocent nv change at all , and for kel that side i also dun know is close or we already walk our seperate way le maybe bah ! Tis few week also going back to westwood again to teach my dearest POA student lor all so haiz dun know how to describle la going to vomit blood liao ha ha cheong also one of them make miie going to die liao ha ha . Think my life are getting more and more easier n happier liao lah , hmm actually i finally know what my mum tell miie really come true bah ! but whther is rite or not let see what going to happened the coming month then i will know le lo hee hee 2 month going to 18 liao ha ha so happie hee hee okie lo end here got to go buaiz !

BiG U-TuRn

2005-12-02T23:55:00.000-08:00

HmM... miie life change le .. it seems like there a really big u turn in my life .. a very very big one . I'm not the kahhao i use to be this year but last year ... maybe i'm finally back with my happy old self bah .... thank to 2 person qing and my nu er pris bah , thank both of you really taught me alot alot ! thnk you !
Hmm .. very long nv see c7 le how are u guys ? fine ? good ? happy ? .. really need to find one day and gather to tok !everything change this year bah ... not only me but those around miie change too from bad to worse, and some from bad to good ! too much thing change le ... it seem like all our life have tone down le , not like last year we can go out everyday and come out to play everytime . Sometime what jing said was rite we are not as close as ever le bah .. that kind of brotherhood are not there anymore !
Sad to said ... this but it is a fact rite that nope of us are as close as ever ! But i believe one day we can get back to normal de cos we are c7 .. hee hee ... my life now really have a drastic change .. i;m having 2 group now one c7 and another is bs7 . Spent most of the time with bs7 as they all can come out really late bah and we are working together .. both group have our own dream ... bs7 a dream to open a shop by 7 of us to sell what we want and what we like ! As for c7 is simple and sweet was just to get toether forever ... but can all this dream come thru ? there still a long way to go and to said about this !
This dec was my last month with c7 and they have to go back to sch again .. i know my life style is going to change as i be going to poly .. whether what my life and obstacle will be , i will overcome it and fight my way out ! hmm .. this few days alot of people went oversea and left me alone .. haiz miss all of you man ! esp my dear lor haiz .. ystd she called i so happy man ! finally can hear her voice .. in the camp okie mah ? got suffered alot huh ? haiz must take care leh or not will worried about you de ... as for my nu er you also must take care of her okie ! then kelvin how you over there fun anot ? got injured or fall down must take care too okie ? and have fun hor !
My life finally getting back to normal using the rte way to treat the rite thing hee hee ... dun know what going to come next but what i gonna said was that i miss all of you guys c7 .. all of you must take care and study hard dun make a fool out of yourself anymore and strive for what you want ! c7 rawnkz .. jia you okie miss you and dear you also hor take care .. love you !
signing off papaz

WaT Kind Of FeeLinG iS ThiS ?

2005-11-09T01:04:00.001-08:00

HmM... very long nv update my blog le .. ha ha seems like is going to be dusty soon hee hee . THs few days was having my 'o' level .. everyone chiong ar jia you dun give up wor !HmM .. as for me those paper are alrite thinkcan reach my er zi de target L1 R4 less then 15 point bah .. hope bah . Dun know why suddenly feel so funny and have a very sad feeling in my heart ? Feeling very stress when i saw my er zi .. the feeling was so hard and the impact was very strong . When i step into the hall my whole heart was like sinken .. dun know why but the feeling was very strong !
'O' level sometime really feel that this 'O' thing have draw me apart from all of them bah ! Really miss them can feel it knew that the last time i saw them was like very long ago haiz ... tot today at least can saw them and had a good chat but everything was cancel haiz . Upon knowing that the meeting was cancel my tear was like on the brim of my eyes ... i do not know why but the feeling was just like this ! Haiz .. really miss all this frenz can't leave without them man ! I really hope one day i could be the luckiest and the happiest man but it seem like i can't haiz ... Actually knew that could meet i was happy and was anxious but everything was gone .. just like vanish in a thin air ...
He ask me pass the thing to him but in the end i just need to drop the thing in his letter box ... i still rmb when i was the i looked around every part of the blk and i walk away with a heavy heart .. was on the verge of crying when i was there ... dun know why but the feeling was strong very very strong ! Did not stress by 'O' by myself .. really really stress by myself ... hate that kind of feeling! FEeling always not rite .. heart getting weaker and weaker each day !
All he does was just to said a ' thnk' that all ... knew he will just said that .. but really feeling stress ... sometime i just dun understand whether knowing them was rite or wrong ? .. but what i could said is fate brought all of us together .. so i believe there will always be a bond between us ... maybe the bond was not there anymore le bah !
Can you really keep your promise , sometime is easy to say but hard to do ? BUt do you think you could do it ? Haiz .. life are just so miserable haiz .. sad man ! When will one day i will get to find the true me when ?

WaT Kind Of FeeLinG iS ThiS ?

2005-11-09T01:04:00.000-08:00

Th0uGhT...

2005-08-24T18:47:00.000-07:00

Haz .. very long nv update le .. ths few dyas can said lotsa of things are happening , think that alot of things had change after some events bah !BUt what can we do but just to continue with our normal life style haiz .
Bias , now then i know in life all people are bias just that they do not notice that they are doing it , but why do we do it why ? I thought frenz shld always be fair but what comes was just bias .. it seems like is alrite but actually it hurts !!!!! Argh ! ... i totally gives up , give up in everythings that i had in life cos nope of it is true ! Why are people doing it , why are people acting it why why why ? i just dun understand ... izzit they do it out of purpose or what ? haiz ....
Sad .. that just what they said !miserable that's me man ! Haiz hate alot of thing hate sch , hate life n even hate myself ..... there isn't a day where by i'm happy . I knew at least a sad things may happened but why ?Why i always predict the rite thing n is always the sad one why ? Why i can't have a day wheer by i can really be happy why ? 51 more days to go n i'm gone what will be the outcome , what will happened to them n me what ? ... and what will it be like in the future . I look at it now n i saw the future the outcome was that i will nv be back , i will nv be the one i am , i will nv be back with them , i will always be alone ... i know i just know haiz !

51 More days !!!!
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n,

MoRaL SuPpOrt !!!

2005-07-27T05:19:00.000-07:00

MoRal SuPpoRt that what all of us want ... a kind of thing which eventually bring up someone siprit or life . i gave them what i had on their last soccer match during saturday ... though they lost at the front but during the end me and daniel tell each other that they can do it and i believe in them .. so me and him stand up together and lead the supporter to cheer for them ... make them feel that everyone is behind them and they will win .
Though they lost in the end ..... but i know they had try their best le .. saw most of them cry saw most of thier sad face ... but you must take strive ... must take thing easily this is just a game .. i know is impt to all of you cos you come all this way and you make it thru but dun be sad cos you are already a winner .Hmm .. we all like support from frenz , family or even lover . During competition , exam or even time whree we need them .
I know life are getting harder and tougher but what we need was just support if you were there verything will be easy and nothing will be difficult . Haiz ... my life in sch have slackant .. n i'm tired of it . the same old thing everyday going to school ... what i get there was nothing but criticise .. can see all sort of way they criticise different people so ugly . looking at other i feel sad for them felt miserable for them .. where are their frenz when they need them where ? where are them . when they need their support , they just run away and dun care about you ... where ? where are the trust they once had where ?
i'm going to collaspe soon .. cos there no one to support me , i kno who are there for me . who are concerning me i can see it with my eyes i know they care and they help me ... i know today i have scolded you all , i'm sorry but i really grateful for all your concern and help thank you !!!!!!!!

wHen ?

2005-07-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

HmM .. here to blog le .. very long nv update le . Erm , actually also dun know what to say just quite feel down now dun know is due to what ? Knew that they cannot get into the second round ... felt sad for them but pls dun be sad okie ! there always chance next year de now everything over le pls concentrate on your study okie boys ! Very long nv hang out with them lecos always after sch went back home with qing as their lesson all end so late haiz so sian everyday at home nothing to do ... really hope to find someoen to tok to but can't find anyone . Hope that someone would call every now and then but none ... my hp was like there stationary doing nothing so boring what for having it when it didn't even rang haiz .
Sometime really hate myself why always think so negatively when i always tell people to be more positive haiz .. what getting into me always so sad when i write my blog can't there be something happy when will the day i be happy haiz !saw what he/she wrote so touching but will he/she do the same thing to the other one will he/she do it will ? i dun know but most probably no bah . Not going to force le cos i'm really tired to do anything le .. really reluctant to go school cos there no fun but sadness when i get to sch haiz .
I break alot of promise bah .. the promise of taking care of it and i nv done anyting , the promise to change ting but i didn't do any action so eaasy to said but difficult to do the action so toopid rite ... haiz this weekend also dun know go where so boring haiz .. feel like going some place more comfortable where i can said everything out . i know only 2 person i can trust but can they really help can they , and do they want to help haiz ! Really feel like washing off my hand with anything le haiz !

1st Day of scHool

2005-06-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hmm .. today is the 1st day of school man hee hee .. very long nv saw all my frenz liao so good to see them , hope they really have a fruitful holiday man ! hee hee ! Haiz .. seems like alot fo things change le , now i end school damm early this was the 1st time we went home earlier than the NT classes man! Dun know is good or bad leh ?
Haiz .. today went to meet her but dun know why keep on avoiding her feel like we have gap in between le .. realy du like that feeling , really feel like giving up leh haiz .. tml is our 3rd month le . I really dun know how to react if i saw her haiz oso sad man! i really dun want to see her sad cos it hurts me too haiz .. but i feel very uncomfortable with her how what shld i do haiz ?
Then kelvin they all today all got bball lor then only left me alone so i went home with qing lor .. we all go LOt 1 and by thing then went home liao lor . Reach home i straight away went to sleep cos too tired liao hee hee .. like pig like that . feeling veri tired rite nowhaiz
Hmm .. then i in class only keep on toking about what we going to do after o level .. want to work then go oversea and play lor hee hee .. so fun man ! but dun know will come true anot ha ha .. said only nv do also no use hee hee ! okie lor think that all liao buaiz bauiz
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n papaz

My PaTh Of LiFe

2005-06-21T00:28:00.000-07:00

hMm...dun know what to said , just here to said my life change after i'm back bah hee hee ... i'm getting more and more solitude le hee hee , maybe i just want to be like daniel bah .. so solitude can survive even there no one haiz .. really feeling hard on myself . Someone can be somebody someday but for me ... i gave up on everything ... on everything i have ... i dun know what but i just feel like giving up ... i may see thru alot of thing .. but always i lie to myself and said i'm happy when i'm not .. i can't feel the true me again .
Some said i didn't change much but some said i change alot ..... which is true this or that i dun know ... is the one i know longer better or the one i know recently who knows ? who knows me best hmm .. think only myself bah hee hee .. no one will ever know the true me de bah . untill now i still dun know what i strive for last time was NPCC but now what ... poly , JC or CI i dun know ..i'm in a mess now getting more and more scared of the future i feel like giving up .. i du wsh to do anything but just running away .
i use to be strong but now i'm not , i use to be cheerful but i'm dull now , i use to be someone but now i'm someone else who am i exactly now who ?sometime i tell myself will thing go rite after sometime ... will our frenz ship really last will ? maybe i just shldn't get to know all this bah . i shld really follow what other said run away from it and it will solve after sometime but will it be like this , i dun believe haiz ... what getting in me what izzit ?
shld i do it or shld i not .. i really dun know . I just know maybe we are just from 2 different world bah .. haiz .. will someday they come back to me will they ? haiz ... haiz hoe the day will come ...
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n papaz

A MOmEraBlE TrIp To HonGkOng

2005-06-14T20:00:00.000-07:00

HmM.. just came back from Hong Kong 2 days agos .. hee hee it was a momerable trip man! so fun and exciting , hope that the time will stay there forever cos is too fun le haiz .. but too bad theer always a limit towards everything haiz ...HmM .... now back to singapore le but really miss the days there man! hee hee ... the tie we spend there are so precious and funny hee hee ... keep on walking and walking and kel's mum keep on complaining why always climb stair de hee hee damm funny ha ha .
Hee hee we all stay here for 4 days 3 nite , we all everything slept at around 2 am cos everydays shop untill 12 pm then go buy food for supper hee hee going to be very fat liao ha ha ... another very funny is we have to speak their language so difficult but only kel's mum know all and i know abit if it .. so i kow how to sia jia hee hee .... then kel and his sisonly know how to said .. " how much is this " then dun know liao ha ha so funny .
HmM .. another thing i really miss is their diam xin so nice man! the food there okie lah some very cheap but some very expensive lor . hmm but one thing the fast food all very cheap .. hee hee .. haiz .. nothing to said liao got to go buaiz ...
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n,

PaSt N FuTurE

2005-06-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

HmM... dun know why so emotional bah haiz .. think alot of thing flash thru my mind le i know why i do this but i'm sorry for doing this haiz . What had happened to me that i had done this to her what had gone into me haiz .. can someone tell me what to do haiz . This few days also do nothing much just play and play and play lor .. hee hee next week go oversea liao ha ha so fun hee hee .
HmM .. can said alot of thing change man! Now then i agree with what his father said frenz are really ot forever after this 2 days then i realli get it why all of us do this haiz . Why do we bluff and cheat on our frenz why we nv ever help them or make them happy .. sometime we know is wrong but why we still do it ... izzit temptation or what ? i dun know but hope one day i will get it de !
Haiz .. really need to said sorry to her man! sorry dear i know this few days i really hurts you sorry , i dun know what get into me .. maybe i just need time to think thru bah haiz ... what happening .Why are the past always so beautiful while the future ws just full of darkness i can't believe i had to go thru all this .. may this be just a obstacle but i know if we make it we will grow up and become more mature de ha ha ... hope bah hope bah ...
Maybe i'm just not ready for anything bah but i know ome day i can make it de and everyone out there can make it too dun give up okie ... though thing maybe hard for youy ... but soldiers on and we will pull hru together okie .. dun give up or not you will regret so let try our best in everything ... haiz hope pne day i could undertsand ... buaiz !
kahahao [k]e[l]v[i]n,

FInallY

2005-05-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

haiz ... finally everything is over le .. Finally my exam is over le .. finally i can relax le haiz finally . haiz .. this few days like that lor always with zong , nicky and kelvin lor .. nv do much thing la only play nia .. but also nv play much lor cos need to study meh .. but now everything over le and fianlly over le feel so relieve man! Or not i be there having a headache with my toopid chinese o level MT ...
HmMM .. today Paper not very difficult lah quite easy lor hee hee .. hope i really can score well man ! BUt after the paper dun know why suddenly so sad maybe cos after the paper nv go out and celebrate so sad .. finally can feel relieve but there no one there to celebrate this happy moment with me so sad haiz !Becos of this i went home early lor .. then straight away reach home i bathe and everythng then i went to bed le like a pig man! haha .
Then around 7++pm kelvin call me lor then only ask thing nia ... haiz nv go out so sian and sad . Think thru alot dun really know will it come true anot but hope so .. think that life are getting more and more miserable le haiz .. cos i like getting more and more sad dun know why ? Haiz .. hope one day i wil get enlighten man! who can be the one enlighten me who who who ?
HmM .. think that i shouldn't think too much man! haiz Tml; still got oral good that i 1st or not very boring hee hee .. hmM .. hope the coming day can really have a good .. holiday bah .. in life we pray but in my life i hope !
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n,

HaIz .. SHaG ！！！

2005-05-16T17:00:00.000-07:00

Haiz... dun know what had happened leh feel like i'm getting more and more stress feel like bursting out into tears so af to feel relieve .. really feel like finding someone who know me n sit down with me n tok or chit chat with me and out everything i had in my heart .... feel like going to the beach n look into the sea and shout out loud untill all my sadness and stress in my heart is gone .
Why so many thing make me stress why , i use to be so carefree and stress free but now seem like everything had change , what had gone into me what happened haiz .. why school make me stress , why them and why teacher , why everything around me just won't make me smile through my heart why everything turn out this way why ?
i just dun understand haiz .. what had gone into me why can't i just soldiers on why ? Maybe i'm a person who dun really like to said things out so in the end alot of stress and everything have burden up my shoulder bah haiz ! Dun knw when i will break down but i know is soon and is very soon unless i do something to it .. someone pls help me n tell me what is the rite path what izzit ... maybe i had done too much n i nv see any result so i'm stress bah haiz !
If i can choose i rally hope to get back to the past where i feel so carefree and happy no one to fight with no one to blame just look happy everyday , really feel so happy . I know deep down in my heart that this day won't come unless i do something to it !When will the day come where i find true frenz where i know everything are okie now when ? I really want to know the answer but i just can't get it why ? can someone make me happy , can something bring me back to the past , can anyone undertsand me .. this few days i really nv had a happy day at all .. who can make me happy just for a day who ? who can do it who ? i know no one can i know i just know .. unless there a proof to it !
Sometime i just blame myself for being too hard for to myself is timei shld do soemthing to it sothat everything can be fine ..... kah hao is time you wake up n stop dreaming or not the end of the world will be here wake up .... who can motivate me , i'm lost n i dun know what to do what to do ? haiz .....
kahhao[k]e[l]v[i]n,

unHappy PaRty n Day !!!!

2005-05-13T22:45:00.000-07:00

Haiz ... though it was a celebration but i know this year was not a happy one for me . haiz .. really like what i had last year it was more fun n exciting haiz .. this year really suck .. really regret doing all this better dun do lor haiz .. so toopid sia me haiz ! Sometime really can't stand it think this few days i'm not very friendly n happy this we days really pull down my mood .. soetime up siometimes down .
Yesterday at the end i may look happy but actually i'm just acting .. like what i said ... a person look dun judge their feelinginside haiz .. really dun know what is happening in me .. maybe i'm just thinking too much le bah ! haiz what happened to me ... My face may look happy but my heart dose not .. reall;y feel like running away from everything really really feel like running away from everything .. od hate my life .. haiz .
If i can choose i will choose to go back to last year cos is more fun n nice hee hee the time i had last time is more precious haiz ... really like what i had at the past .. memories maybe are just meant to keep in the past bah haiz ... ..

TirEd Of It !!!

2005-05-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

Haiz .. its been a long times since i last update my blog man ! hee hee lazy to update cps dun know what to write leh . Actually got alot of things to said de but too lazy to write lia so many update for so long lor ! Argh .. this few days quite stress cos examination coming then alot of thing happened lor haiz ... why teacher always like that de so idiotic making me going crazy haiz shag ar !
Is like they are coming to me and said " so i heard that you are attach " .. And continue with " hmm .. heard that is a galz start with a letter M " .. wao kao .. why teacher always want to know so much why can't they just shut up and dun ask anything why ? Why are they like the auntie at the market always gossip i tot only auntie do this but ,.. wao kao teacher also do this kind of uncivilise thing realy unexpected man! what kind of teacher is thing ... go be auntie or lao ah pek better lah .. why just said and talk about other .
Go reflect on yourself lah .. call yourself a teacher when you do this dun you know all this make student hate you .. stupid hate you man! really feel like giving all of you a few tight slap of the face man! looking at all of you ake my day dull n dun feel like coming to sch .. so what if we are upper sec doesn't mean we are bad rite .. you think you who .. you are once an upper sec rite you shld know what but why you since like nv been thru at all siao huh toopid huh ! .. you only know how to tok about students thing why not talk about yourself .. eat finish nothing to do izzit ! then go toilet and shit lah! Chicken hate all of you teacher man! .. If you were like my father old man! then good liao but all ofyou are not .. you all al;ways discourage us and make us stress haiz hate it man!
Haiz .. really hope evenrything will tone down this few days really make me feel very stress . Real;ly feel like running away from sch lor cos too scary liao always go sch get shoot by teacher de haiz .. me and my dear 1 month plus liao so good .. will conitnue to love n like you de , dear must study hard oke , dun keep on playing liao or not those teacher going to give alot of coment liao .. okie .. try hard hor .. i be there for you de . dear i love you ! ... PApaz .. remeber to come on 13 may hor hee hee .. still rmb what you owe me he hee ... haiz really miss you ! .. this few day if you were there i know i be happier pz .. miss you !
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n,

MissiNg You

2005-04-23T22:04:00.000-07:00

Haiz ... this few days abit zi bi lor dun know why leh ... after friday when everyone gone home and only left me at home .. i keep on sleep at one of the corner of my bed lor haiz .. dun know what happened to me lah . around 7++ my dear sms me lor then i very happy but i know the sms is to tell me she gonna left me for 3 days going to malaysia for her uncle wedding haiz .. miss her alot my whole mind is only her nia haiz . Then on saturday kelvin they all meet me go play soccer lor though we lose but i feel very fun to play with them ha ha .
After that go to kelvin house lor cos later we going out together meh ... went out from his house at 12.30pm lor then went to my house to change my cloth n went to meet ben they all lor ..cos celebrating their birthday at chinatown hee hee ... so fun sia at party world keep on sing n playing lor .. haiz then the kelvin only there eat the tibits nia then i said you go there paid $10 just to eat tibits nia hee hee .. Then arouind 5++ leave the place first os kel's need to help her mum celebrate birthday meh . haiz then i one personat jurong west there walk here n there lor ... keep on listen to mp3 for 5 hours lor haiz keep on thinking of her lor like siao like that . Just keep on walking around nia .. then saw zong lor .. thank you hor there so concern about me but nv tel you the true .. sorry !
Sorry hor brother cos dun want to make you worried after that tok on phone with Mj lor thank you hor chat with me when i'm alone haiz .. when i alone i really think of her but she was not there haiz ... really really miss her want to see her now but i know she away from me haiz ... really really miss her alot . Then at nite pei qi sms me lor then also need to thnk her for being so concern about me .. i also okie liao lah .. haiz ... tomolo then can see her haiz sad sia .. dear where r u ? Do you know i miss you alot ... now then i know i cannot live without you dear i miss you and love you alot alot alot .. dear i love u !
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n

SuCkiE DAy !!!!

2005-04-20T21:22:00.000-07:00

Haiz .. today in school , dun know what to said lah just think that i'm damm unlucky lor haiz . Actually in the morning meet my dear still okie de very happy .. but during pe lesson everything change dun know why .Cos ramesh ask me to record all the mark then some of them ask me to change the mark but i dun want them give attitude liao wao kao not my fault rite ... you s** man ! Then after that is chemistry lesson lor .. then i just bel thing nia then the cb poh said i tok then ask me sit in front .. then i said okie lah . When i want to take my file from bel he scold me n sad kah hao stop playing ... Then i cannot take it then shout back " My file lah , dun anyhow scol la .. cb " .. he nv said anything then continue the lesson lor then my whole class at there said i attitude lor .. then for the rest of the lesson i sleep then nv care about him de .
Then recess haiz ... hope can be happy .. gave them the burger hope it nice but dun know leh i think quite okie lah at least is egdible lor hee hee ! BUt suddenly me n kelvin fight then i very angry n tear away his MC lor .. haiz dun know what happened to me ... sorry hor .. today not in a very good mood haiz ...Then the rest of the day okie lor nth happened liao then .. after everything go npcc n teach drill lor .. haiz at least i taught what i knew le hee hee !
I teach them thing which other du know de even the sec 3 hope they can treasure what i had taught bah cos this is the last time i will teach le unless they come n find me lor .. haiz hope he can pass bah always so lazy haiz dun know lah .. then after everything play the hitting hand game haha so fun man . this tie play hit face de .. play with yvonne lor hee hee so funny sia okie lor think that all bah ..after all the game take wei jie father lorry to kelvin there . then me n nicky ... walk to my dear there n wait for her lor ... saw her wait for our bus then go home lor .. hee hee that all lor ... dear love you forever miss you ...
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n

LifEzZ

2005-04-17T21:37:00.000-07:00

HmM... dun know why like this few days alot od thing likechange liao leh . HmM dun understand why leh !okie let just srat my story on sat bah hmm ... during fri i overnite at kel place lor cos nothing to do what ... then at nite we chit chat untill he sleep lor .. damm piggy sia him hee hee but very cute sleep untill like a zhu zhu . My son what of course cute lah ha ha lame -_- . Then no saturday morning we do nothing lor untill 12 pm we all go jp meet kellie , louise and nicky lor . then when to eat hee hee damm funny sia . Is like we no place to sit then jac , cynthia and carrisa help us . carrisa go sit beside the people den diao them ... the people very scared then all walk away hee hee damm funny sia .. thank you hor 3 of you hee hee !
After that my dear come lor ..but she leave at 3 pm like that cos need to go floravale and have a farewell party .. But after that me nicky and kellie and kel got go there also to play lor ... Hee hee i push nicky into the pool then follow by kel . then kel go throw my slipper into the pool then push me in damm funny sia . After that kel gone home only left me and nicky and kellie .. then go game room and play lor , after sometime joseph come lor but a while we go liao . All went home .. then around 7 ++ kel call me then ask me go eat steam boat then i said okie lor .. after the dinner went to air port and see aeroplane lor wao dammm nice man! the view was amazing man !
Overnite at kel house again but ... sunday i left his home earlier around 12 pm lor .. but went back to jurong at 130 lor ... then slept at kel house for awhile then meet my dear go study .. from 2 to 3 pm nia cos nicky n kellie come then all of us go floravale de game room and study cos we book liao meh ! study for another hour then kel and daniel come then go play bball then go game room rest lor ... All went home and eat after that i meet nicky at game room again and play pool lor hee hee i win him man !soo fun hee hee !After everything .. me and daniel go lot 1 and eat lor .. wao eat untill very full sia almost going to vomit sia hee hee !
Hmm .. den now everything finish now at home updating my blog lor hee he e.. hope nothing happened between them man ! may i dun know what had happened between both of you but hope that you can pass thru the obstacle lor okie ? jia you wor .. right on man! HmM .. think next week cannot pay too much liao cos exam coming must study liao haiz sian lah ...okie lor that all buaiz buaiz take care everyone ... Love my dear forever .. miss you !
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n papaz

j WaLkiNg

2005-04-15T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. this few dae alot of thing happened lor . Then yesterday j- walk lor then so call get caught by ms lau lor but she nv catch me on the spot cos she can't run meh ! Then is like i nv care lor then walk to gek poh see whether the rest there anot , in the end only saw nicky hee hee then i went to his house and rest lor cos in sick meh !
After that meet all of them at gek poh lor . Hmm then know that me and nicky all was known to the Dm and mr eric koh lor so unlucky but nvm yi ren zhuo shi yi ren dan meh haha lame sia . Today in the morning i ask nicky go see eric koh lor .. then eric koh ask me go see lau lor .. then very funny she said what 8.15 then meet her lor . went to meet her then she forget me this person still ask why you here . then i tell her the j-walk thing lor . Then she like playig with me like that said want me to cane you huh , then she use ther leg to kick me lor so funny sia ! Then she said go back and study lah .. dun do it again can liao .. then i just went off lor hee hee .. so good ssia .
During recess can't find kelvin need to pass him thing meh .. in the end saw him at the parade square .. wao kao the chan mali chan siao de lor .. lau and koh nv punish them where he got the rite to do so .. as if he nv j walk before like that ! sucker hee hee . After sch they go general office and form one line said what can get 10 pts .. ha ha in the end get scold by chaim lor damm funny sia .. then i keep on use paper and throw at vivien lor ha ha .
During npcc .. i there keep o giving command lor then shout very loud then untill like no voice liao cos the day before i sick meh then got sore throat then today shout some more so now very difficult to tok lor so shit sia ! after CCa all go home together lor but before that wait for lin meh! ... then we play the game where by need to hit each other hand so fun sia .. i play with dear , zong , gerome , bryan , wei jie , bi chong , yvonne and etc lor .. hahaha all let me hit untill the hand red red colour dee so funny hee hee . then got one stupid idoit .. topt she very big liek a shit ACNC .. ALBL ! go and die lah think you who . YOu think you who huh ... one day you will regret man! lose your everything even that ****** ... then i won't pity you but just laugh at you hee hee .
Then go hme that time i gone siao like that ask my dear as my mother then ask her for human milk haa ha think i really siao liao ha ha ! Then after that send her home then now i here lor hee he !

3 Day Of EntRy

2005-04-10T20:14:00.000-07:00

FriDay

HmM ...Friday ah got track and field meet lor damm fun sia hee hee .. the day before sport meet me and zong stay overnite at kelvin place lor , then around 5.20 in the morning i call my nu er wei lin wake up lor then after that she meet us at jp meh . Then around 6.20 me and kelvin left his home and go and meet my and his dear lor at 710 there then we take 243 to boon lay interchange reach there liao still need to wait for zong as he went home and change ! Reach the stadium liao wao full opf people man!... really can said is people mountian , people sea sia hee hee !
Okie all event start liao very fun sia there shout and shout and shout ... hee hee meranti rox man! really catches the other house fast man! from 3rd to 2nd sia very good sia . Then during the cheer i was the one leading the others for a one full round of runing at the track man ! so fun sia though is tired but is worth it man !ha ha ! After the run or can said the sport meet . All of us go to westmall and watch SAMARA lor okie lor .. quite scary lah .. better than the eye 10 haha . Hee hee inside the cinema i scared my dear lor ha ha she so cute sia hee hee .. then after that show all went home lor .. that all .

Saturday

ErM ... this day really also very fun lor 1st thing in the morning i call my nu er again to wake her up lor like a pig sia ! then after that i go to my dear house there .. untill 7.05 am then i realise she got tuition then she said nv meet me liao at that point of time i very gan choing cos i late liao so i run to the bus stop where we shld meet lor .. phew ! good that i'm not late man !.. Then went to had breakfast with lin , louise and shi qi lor !After that when to see the match was a nice one man! though they lose but it hink they did their best liao just try harder okie had more training sure can de .. after that meet my dear then they come my house and rest lor ... meet lin then when to eat lor .. after that go kel house then went in to malaysia so sian sia , at there miss my dear alot alot alot sia cos cannot contact her de so sian sia .. Came out of malaysia at 4 am .. then reach kel house both kel and zong reach home alreadt straight away lie on the bed and sleep man! like a pig only me one hour later then sleep hee hee !

Sunday

Argh .. today ar damm boring lor cos nv meet daer uintill the end then saw her but i tired out liao hee hee !!!hmM .. so sian sia i at kel house sleep untill 12pm like taht lor then .. we tok tok lor but like nothing to do lor .. then only aorund 3 .15 like taht we went to je and meet wei lin and eat lor after that we meet nicky play bball lor but i left at around 6.20pm with kel meh cos he want to go 9++ then i want to go home cos too tired send daer home then i go home and now i;m here lor so tired sia .. whole body aching .. haiz just recieved a news that my grandma got tumour on her head hope she will be all rite man! .. may the force be with you !

kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n ,

HaPPiEsT dAY / lAME daY !!!

2005-04-06T21:47:00.000-07:00

hMm .. today meet dear then go school together lor then chit chat alot of thing lor then today also quite nothing to do lor ... ErMm .. then lesson all quite okie . but got sleep during physics class ... but when teacher said treat us go eat then i wake up liao hee hee !
Then during ... English lesson my whole class attitude , we all want to go MRL then she dun want , so in the end go band room lor ... den also dui gan by her lor lame sia .. always attitude de...always suddenly bang the table ! then we all suddenly slowly slowly like frenz like that chat together lor .. very lame lor and funny why teacher like tat de stupid sia !
Then after sch help zong they all do the Home econ project ....so difficult but very fun cos very long nv do thing about food liao so fun sia .. then in library dui gan again by that mdm lau cos zong they all too noise liao .... haiz then in the end borrow all the very thick books and help them do lor wao almost spend 3 hours on it !Then very tired lor ... After everything go out ad eat come back go home together with my dear lor .
My dear like crap like that siao chap bu there make the toopid noise .. lame lor then after that wait for my bus go home lor .. bus come liao hug my dear then i borad the bus lor ... hee hee ! Then i go home .. tok to zong and nicky then now daniel coming to my house lor ..... love my moi zhu zhu forever .. miss you !!!!

A Day Of RefLecTion !!!!

2005-04-05T21:52:00.000-07:00

hmM .. this few days okie lor but reflect thrualot of thing what my mei said and my di said really think thru all their word .. all very very true now then i realise haiz .. now then i know i'm in wrong it all start just from me lor haiz all my fault . Okie for today ar .. Morning meet lin , kellie , zong , kel and nicky lor we all go sch together lor okie lah like nothing happened lor very fun lor ha ha lame hor everything also lor lor lor de !
Then during lesson i nth to do de . I know only one lesson i nv sleep and that is chinese lesson lor the rest all i biang at the table listening to FM and sleep lor . Ha ha .. then during all those lesson i was just smsing my mei mei jia ling lor , we keep on smsing about what happened in sch lor then nth liao hee hee .. only know during chinese i wake becos i saw my dear meh from my class hee hee .
Haiz then during recess me and ben chiong to canteen and buy food lor ... but one thing i nv saw my dear and kel they all leh dun know leh . Hmmm ... then after sch got tuition meh then kel they all nv wait for me lor haiz shag ar ! .. So after sch go my dear house eat noodle cos hungry meh then also look thru my blog and go there rest ... after sometime zong they all come lor ... then after sometime dun know why i just thinking thru what my mei said then i walk out of the house and go home liao haiz ....
Today make my dear cry leh so sad sorry hor dear sorry ...next time won't do this liao sorry dear ! I love you forever man ! cos you are the best miss you !

OnE WhOlE dAe

2005-04-03T09:53:00.000-07:00

Ha Ha ... yesterday so fun sia , play from morning untill nite lor . First meet dear at kel's house lor cos i overnite there meh , haiz yesterday get fei li by zong they all lor haha damm funny . After meeting my dear all go yew tee there and eat cos later they all come my house meh hee hee ! Eat liao go to my house lor .. then we nevery do anything just chiong ar gamble gamble and gamble hee hee ! Win around 10 to 20 dollar lor hee hee !
A while later Fish reach my house then we all go straight to the bball court lor .. hee hee den saw daniel over there liao then we play 1 on 4 with zong wao he win man! his skill damm good lor but the next match he and kel a group one is we win lor haha okie lah like that fair what each of us win one time hee hee ! Then around 5 like that we leave the court lor then go yew tee there as ned to send fish home meh ... then all go 7 eleven there and buy drink lor hee hee !
Finish everything then back to my house again hee hee .. after reaching my house i straigt away chiong to my bath room and bathe lor .. when i come out , zong they all tell me to all bathe together then i said you all siao huh , haha in the end still bathe one by one lor at that point of time we play poker again hee hee ... really a tu gui sia !ha ha ...After sometime we all eat lor then i send my dear down stair then she go back herself lor haiz miss her sia even though a while nia ha ha . Go back into my room then gamble again hee hee nv study at all man ! then play until 8 then we go pioneer mall there and eat lor on the way we all look at something lor haah damm lame de .. haha
Then my dear sae wait for me at pioneer mall so shiok sia cos can see her again hee hee .. then send her home lor after thatwe went to the kou fu and eat lor after that all go home liao so sian sia then i yesterday sleep very early cos tired meh haha .. now miss my dear sia haiz gtg buaiz take crae everyone

Son Of ThE MaSk !!!

2005-04-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

HmM ... yuesterday early in the morning take taxi down to jurong west lor just to pass him his mp3 lor .. after that went to meet my dear lor . Then before tt i lend zong my ez link cos he want to go to jp meh . After go school with her lor ... reach school all rush in sia cos going to be late liao . Hee hee .. then when the bell rang i saw zong and kelvin stand up lor so funny sia then i keep on toking to wei lin lo cos she there dun know do what action sae whyv they stand up !
After everything went back to class lor so sian sia in class nth to do de . Then keep on smsing kel , dear and my gan mei lor .... then that toopid kel dun know why keep on calling my hp .. almost get caught y ms teo man ! Good that i go n shake the table lor hee hee ! After sch went to put the chair in the hall lor .. after everything went to jp and watch the show : son of the mask " .. the show quite nice lo very funny sia haha .
HumPx .. in the cinema , nicky , kel and fish keep on throwing the pop corn in my direction lor damm irritating lor haha . After that i get my revenge by throwing back lor hee hee !After the show went back to sch for the AWARD CEREMONY lor . Before everything i keep on running in and out of the sch lor cos need to buy this and that . The most funny thing is that we hide our hp in the cup board lor ha ha .. we hide all the hp for people from others class and our class lor then we use locker to lock it so that is save meh !
After sometime the CEREMONy start le , i keep on listening to what ms kok was saying lor so powerful ... i was really pay full attentiong to it man! cos her word was so pwerful that it touch me and motivate me lor so sad sia cos very long nv saw her liao ! After everything wait for my dear then go home together lor .. after that go kelvin house and overnite lor hee hee that all miss you and love you muckz ...

WaItinG

2005-03-29T05:01:00.000-08:00

HmM for today everything quite fine lor but think i getting more and more attitude liao . Always go against teachers de they say what i dun listen de just fight back nia . Then today during POA lesson alot of us nv bring her thing lor . Dun know why suddenly slowly slwoly cry lor her tear slowly flow down from her cheek leh saw already , i feel very guilty lo make a teacher cry some more teach us for 3 years liao leh .
But after sometime everything was all rite lor , then back to normal lesson lor . During recess saw my dear lor then give her something lah haha ... hope she like it hee hee ! Then hor today so happy sia no chinese lesson dun know where that ms ooi go to lor , haha then the whole day just playing and toking in the class nia so happie hee hee .. cos no test what heng ar yesterday nv learn much haha !
Wao kao today during SS lesson damm luck lo or can said unlucky lah .. cos my HP suddenly rang meh then dun know why i suddenly go pick up the photo wao kao the person still said HELLO ! so loud some more . Inside a class leh then i faster switch off the phone lor cos later teacher caught me sia haha . Then after sch go find zong they all lor then is like lin and hm quarrel wao lao why like that hope both of you will be fine soon , must give in okie !
After that keep on waiting for dear lor saw her alot of time hee hee look at her then i smile lor she so pretty sia haha , miss her alot sia . Then wait untill very frustrated dun know why leh then i scold the teacher why so long liao still dun dismiss .. then after everything still need to wait for MJ lor then we go home together lor haha .. so happy sia dear ... take crae ! haa haa
kahhao [k]e[l]v[i]n ...

happy dae_____=)

2005-03-28T22:15:00.000-08:00

wahaha todae she finaali accept mi liao leh feel so happi ... for having her by my side haha......
tmlo go school wib her heex ..... felt so happi haha....sort liao......
so todae my dae ish reali veri haappii.....btw tt tish is the 1st entry i write de.....
erm.....hope u will enjoy viewing moi blog....yea......
bbuaiz.....takecare

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FInallY

HaIz .. SHaG ！！！

unHappy PaRty n Day !!!!

TirEd Of It !!!

MissiNg You

SuCkiE DAy !!!!

LifEzZ

j WaLkiNg

3 Day Of EntRy

HaPPiEsT dAY / lAME daY !!!

A Day Of RefLecTion !!!!

OnE WhOlE dAe

Son Of ThE MaSk !!!

WaItinG

happy dae_____=)

[//right here waiting for you\\]